I am finally waking up from the coma.
Where the hell did I go for over a year?
But I am finally back to being content
and I am discovering pieces of my old self day by day

its amazing
how people can get too busy for you
best friends forever?
i think not
just 5 years

im moving on

and here he comes
back into my life
to fuck around with my heart some more
claiming to never have cheated on me
i can't believe him
but my heart wants me too

don't call me then talk to everyone you're hanging out with ( Read more... )

we had a "moment" today
at least thats how i viewed it

its fun 
having a crush

idylwild was beautiful
good scenery
good food
good people
i didnt want to leave

new friends
adventures
drinking into the sunset
then after
wishing for snow

hanging out with college kids makes you want to get out of high school
freedom awaits
6 months away

can hardly wait

steff

To Do LIST

- buy dress
-clear fines
-get ticket
-find out what im doing with my hair
-find a date

he said yes...

why i care so much about the past
and seeing him again
its been years
so why can't i let it go?

over three years since ive seen him ( Read more... )

is my stuff back
and he is NOT cooperating
everytime i try to contact him
she interferes
and its getting annoying

how hard is it to bag up two shirts and two pictures
and leave it by the front door
and tell your brother
give this to stef when she knocks

im making it so easy
yet he won't let go
and i dont understand why.