I was waiting so long, so fearful of the words I heard yesterday that I became complacent. Once it did happen, I wasn't ready at all. Even when you say you are 'ready,' you really aren't. It'll always take you by a storm and thunder. I couldn't even cry at first. I was just numb. I'm numb now. There's not supposed to be a service, but I'm not sure
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