A personality born from diversity

[fenrislupa]

Diversity birthed my spirit and as I start to experience it again, my old interests come back. I want to do art like no one's business and I am reading like a million books a day again. I am dreaming and escaping into my mind due to this diversity. It's a funny thing. I don't know if it's good or bad. I love being able to do art and read again, but

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[mutelorelei]

I think you mean adversity :) *hugs*

In theory, regaining interest in things should be a good sign, but sometimes it does seem to be a negative - like a desperate move to escape reality or something, or to distract oneself as a subconscious attempt at recovery, one that may or may not work. It's not bad in itself, I guess it depends on what you do with the renewed interest? Maybe the trick is to keep at it, but in moderation, as opposed to a mad frenzy.

[fenrislupa]

I guess I meant both. My diversity causes adversity. I think it's because I still remember what it's like to be a kid a little bit and other people lose that. Everybody is so ready to grow up.

Sadly moderation lulls me into a sense of security for a time being that drains my creativity or interests. Without the drama I become bored with myself...

I've read that we are hardwired, just as animals are to seek, to want to search. When that is gone we barely have a reason to live. Maybe that's why famous or rich people or people with lives that seem too good, can't seem to be happy or stay alive. o.o