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Work SUCKS
So to explain why today sucked so much I have to tell you about yesterday. The delivery truck didn't show up until 6:30 and wasn't fully unloaded until nearly 7, so I had two hours to unpack, label, shelve and arrange about twenty cases of assorted booze while at the same time being upfront, behind the counter watching everyone who came in the ( Read more... ) -
Plans
So I have made up my mind to move to Oklahoma and live with Willi as a friend and roommate. I've been focusing alot on researching Vampire: the Requiem lately as I am wanting to get into a group of larpers there once I have settled in. Anyone know of a local larp group that is playing Requiem and would be willing to add a Gangrel Acolyte of the ( Read more... ) -
Lone wolf
So its official, my mate and I are no longer a couple. I'm not really sure of the reasons, or what I'm going to do now. I don't really feel at home in Tennessee any longer, I've changed too much over the years to be completely comfortable hiding who and what I am on a daily basis and the distance between myself and most of my friends I had here ( Read more... ) -
Fenrir, vengeance, and me.
A few thoughts on me and my namesake, Fenrir Fenrisulfr. For those of you who know the story of Fenrir and his unrighteous incarceration, kudos your one up on most of the human population ( Read more... ) -
Depression strikes again.
I got up at 7:30 this morning to call my baby on the phone, tried to go back to bed around 8:30 or so, tossed and turned for an hour and a half, got up, fed the cats, did some errands for my dad, went with my mom to Jackson to donate blood so they can test it just to make sure that I dont have any communicable diseases, found out where mom had ( Read more... ) -
Wondering
http://xkcd.com/77/ its not a personal feeling, though with the myspace craze and secondlife and everything else out there in the net, I have to wonder how many people feel this way. Personally I'd rather have a good book for my escapism. But that's just me. :) -
My Bartab is $3260
The only catch is that you can't ask the person who posted it anything about it ( Read more... ) -
Songs that make you think.
I dreamed I was missing,
You were so scared,
But noone would listen,
Cause nonone else cared.
After my dreaming,
I woke with this fear,
What am I leaving,
When Im done here.
When my time comes,
Forget the wrong that I've done.
Help me leave behind some,
reasons to be missed. -
(Untitled)
Another day, another aching back. I spent the day much like yesterday, helping lift dad in and out of the bed, feeding the animals, working on fences, mowing and raking the yard. However I did manage to do a few things I enjoy today, I went bug hunting with my camera, though I didnt get many good shots, alot of them were out of focus, I worked on ( Read more... ) -
No rest for the wicked
So we're back from the hospital. Dad's surgery went alright, but he's still in alot of pain from the surgery, swelling where they stuck nails into his hip is giving him more trouble than the 4 inch incisions along his spine. Spent my morning helping grandad hoe up all the thorny weeds growing in the front pasture and dump them in one of the ( Read more... )