As pitiful as I can be, I think I can be proud of the fact I have endured suffering many people would find unimaginable. I have dragged on even when life seemed fundamentally and absolutely meaningless, when the world seemed alien and hostile, when I had forgotten what it feels like to be human and when there was no end in sight to any of this. I' ( Read more... )

I've weaseled my way this far, but now I face a wall, if I don't pass it the consequences will be severe. I must prove the worker in me hasn't died, that I'm still able to concentrate, labor and produce. If I fail I will know I'm useless through and through and will likely pay the penalty for it ( Read more... )

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-''Take! My! Earth! Cock! You! Green! Bitch!''-

I am a fucking master of words.

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Why oh why did I have the great misfortune of becoming a disgusting pig. A few altered factors, just a few and I could be someone great, I could be proud. Instead I rot.

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i domt think ive been this drunk in a while. been years since i puked though.