if i assert myself too much, i might lose him. he really hurt me. he's sorry. i forgave him. i feel like the bad guy here. even though i'm not. for once.

on a desolate beach, gray, oppressive clouds, wind doesn't even notice you, no regard

a bleeding utter
synthetic cow
makes perfect butter
i wonder how
you do maintain
your dumb addiction
to gorging pain
& food restriction
you're looking soft-
small piggish eyes
surveying oft
what bone belies
a stupid puppet
forgotten doll
to blemish omit
is wasting all

the rains got me feelin so low as low as a CEO can go wastin time mid-day with some blow while the girls getting fat in her face getting nose teefn titties replaced the boys out winnin the race to the black blood bottom of hell well well the rains got me feelin as low bout as low as six degrees below for a blanket or blow i would blow them then ( Read more... )

i'm alone
but soon i have to be with family
i don't like them. i could live w/o them easily.
that's bad, it's christmas, etc., etc., etc., alkjfads;lfjasd;fkj

can't wake up

i'm not doing anything or going anywhere for thanksgiving. because my family's ugly. and so am i.

everyone's gone. even the dog. all i have is pornography, video games, cucumber, this wacky madonna special on tv, and pornography.

i bought final fantasy 12.
so. i'll be withdrawing from reality for awhile.
and loving it.

death is not a disease

in the past 2 weeks, my friends and i have experienced 3 unprovoked hateful exchanges with staff at public establishments for being gay.