5 days to go. I have this nervous feeling in my stomach; I'm excited, scared and sad that it will be over soon. Wednesday I will be flying in the air over the Atlantic ocean to Dublin. I haven't been on a plane in over ten years because I'm retarded/I was frozen in time because of Cameron. We would waste our money and dream small. Lucas says I step ( Read more... )

Here is the email I got today announcing our "Hen Party":

Hi everyone,
The final details are still being worked out, but Laura and I want you to
have a general idea of what we have planned for Caroline's Hen Night.  The
evening will start with drinks at 5:30 at Break for the Border (2
Johnstons Place, Stephens St).  Then we head to dinner at 7 at ( Read more... )

Lucas left for the weekend, and I've been crazy lonely, so I went to see my amazing Norconian friends at the glamorous hangouts that Norco provides...

So we went to Slam Dunk Sports Bar, the place I have been attempting to avoid my whole life, but it was pretty much super amazing. We started off the night with Parrot Bebop, headed to the Happy Taxi ( Read more... )

I think everyone's problem is that we are all trying to understand the truth in ourselves and the world. I think there is no absolute truths, absolute loves, absolute destinies. After you understand this, you can accept the life you have now, the life you want and enjoy what life has given you. We all worry that our lives are not going to plan and ( Read more... )

We're going water skiing and camping tomorrow with my cousin! I'm very excited obviously.We're going to eat Polish sausage and ride on the boat all day. I've never been on a speed boat, I went camping once when I was five in a 1988 Corolla, and never have eaten Polish sausage with Pollocks. So everything should be fun ( Read more... )

So there are officially 21 days until I go on vacation. I need it soooo bad right now. I have been working so hard doing work and school that I'm pooped out and I need to get far away from it all. I have been working so hard for these months to get the less-paper thing going, and it finally came, and I feel like I have more work than ever/ It was ( Read more... )

Woah. Super stressed, but I feel accomplished ( Read more... )

I danced around the house to old jams and felt good again. Now, I'm going to have a Vietnamese meal at work with the engineers. Then I'm going shopping with Heather. I need girl time. Then, I'll finish my essay ( Read more... )

I think I'm working and going to school so much that I don't have time to think of what I want to do with either of them. Every time I think of what I want to do I think I want to get away. I don't know about my future career here, or what I'll actually do with my degree. I think I just want to be happy, and for some reason I'm supposed to find ( Read more... )

Lately I've been trying to find myself. I think I'm going through the common symptoms. I don't really know what I want to do with my life, who I want to be in every way, who I want to be with, where I should go, what I should do. I feel like I have writers block, I feel blank. Maybe because work suppresses lots of my creative thoughts. I want to do ( Read more... )