I had been stressing out crazy style lately, but I feel at peace once again. I realize I need release by screaming, punching, drinking, shopping and talking it out. That's the Rachel five step program for dealing with the work/school/boyfriend/co-worker/lonliness from friends/feeling of isolation of creativity frustrations I get. But I'm good now ( Read more... )

We all turned in our rough drafts yesterday for my class (we have to write a team paper on ethics in academia) and I think I'm on a team of monkeys. I read through their papers on plagiarism, and nothing had citations, so they were plagiarizing! and one guy just wrote on how drinking is bad in college. wtf? One lady doesn't even speak good English ( Read more... )

A new software engineer came here, and I'm so happy because it seems like we finally have something in common with people. He's a software engineer, and so is Lucas. His wife is a business major and so am I. They are going to Europe this summer, and so are we. It's kind of creepy, but I'm excited that there is a couple who is nice and has things in ( Read more... )

Man, why is my life such a yo-yo? I was feeling at the up most shitty for the past two weeks, which heightened yesterday with just a feeling of wanting my mommy. haha ( Read more... )

I started Phoenix yesterday, and I really like it so far. It's a bunch of motivated working people who desperately want a degree. I think I will make some business connections on the way, so that's pretty cool. Except most of them are from Texas which is kind of scary. One guy already said "Howdy y'all ( Read more... )

I had a great day today. I was super productive at work, I stood up for myself against all the women, I kicked ass, and I watched the office at work about office birthday fights (survivor man) (which I'm going through now) so it was super funny. I have pictures from this weekend's really, really nice birthday I had.

0--fights=100% fun

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I'm listening to the Amelie soundtrack. I have to say it's pretty wonderful. It's calming and beautiful. It's kind of what I need right now.
I recommend it.

Now for a montage of places I'm studying:


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Work is annoying right now due to freaky babas. (stupid bitches), which is just mainly one that I called out on her shit talking, and then she tried to shoulder check me in the hall?? oh, maybe I was at Norco High and I wasn't aware. Maybe I was still writing the Cougar Chronic. I don't know ( Read more... )

We had the meeting this weekend..and it was great. I didn't fail, I was happy. We went to Old Towne Orange, ate really amazing food, had the mommies meet on Sunday. Saturday we went to Glen Ivy and got all muddy, and Friday we went to Mas' Islamic and I spouted out my bad French, but she liked it ( Read more... )

I have a little burst of caffeine from my iced chai, so I had to write a bit more. I'm getting used to the idea that I'll be in an empty house for about 2 days. It's weird, and I remember why now, because my whole life I could never get away from anyone at home. 24 hours a day my mom was there nagging me, not giving me a second to myself. I wished ( Read more... )