nah im alright, i was at a friends house and we stayed up really late and i just started typing and thats what came out, i mean i really liked it too, im glad you did. thanks...about me being a writer psh, no way i hate writing but if im pissed or something i can usually put some words together
Im sorry we havent hung out alot latley. I would really like you to do what you want to in life. I want you to just make sure what ever you do, you are happy with it. I've realized lately, that who you spend your time with , is really all that matters, and if you around people you love then you will be happy no matter what. I want you to make a career for yourself, make a name for yourself and it makes me sad when you say that you really dont want to live here, and you dont want to be surrounded by what destin has to offer, which is mostly bad. I get sad because when you say you are going to do something, i believe you and somewhere i really do think you will do what you say. But i just dont see you put that extra step and i think its time for you to do what you realllly want to do, no matter what anyone says, not me not anyone.
do you think i spend time with yopu for the hell of it, i hang out with you because it is what i love to, and being around you does make me happy, and ypou have nothin to do with my decision to leave here, you might be the only thing keeping me here, and keeping me sane and out of trouble, it seems like were digging ourselves deeper and deeper in a hole we cant seem to get out of, and i fear the only way out is to move away, to get away from this...whatever it is. its not what i want to do but in the end i think its for the best, right now im just trying to work and get money, when it comes time ill let you know
well i know, i have been telling you that i dont want you to go. and thats selfish of me. and i guess now i realize that if you think that it will help you, then thats what you need to do. and ill be there to support that
theres nothing wrong with not wanting me to go, i dont want you to go to wilmington bvut i mean doesnt mean i wont accept the fact that its your life, its just we say things like that to show that we care for one another and to show that we will be missed, so dont feel bad, i mean i wont be gone forever,
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i hope you're alright mat.
you should be a writer or something.
i was really into this entry.
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I would really like you to do what you want to in life.
I want you to just make sure what ever you do, you are happy with it.
I've realized lately, that who you spend your time with , is really all that matters, and if you around people you love then you will be happy no matter what.
I want you to make a career for yourself, make a name for yourself and it makes me sad when you say that you really dont want to live here, and you dont want to be surrounded by what destin has to offer, which is mostly bad. I get sad because when you say you are going to do something, i believe you and somewhere i really do think you will do what you say. But i just dont see you put that extra step and i think its time for you to do what you realllly want to do, no matter what anyone says, not me not anyone.
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and thats selfish of me. and i guess now i realize that if you think that it will help you, then thats what you need to do.
and ill be there to support that
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