wow 31 weeks since i been here, where ive been??? dont really know, been drifting in and out of my life it seems. ill just be doin shit, and then it will hit me, does she think about me as much as i do her??? just found out where shes been, will she really be back this time, and if so for how long. at this point if i could just see her it would ( Read more... )

strangers passing in the street, by chance two separate glances meet, and i am you and what i see is me

theres no way this cant be fate, its like too many things just sync up to be a coincidence.i think i love her, its just too strong of a word to spring up mid conversation. theres nothing wrong with her living in panama city, but down the road, will it cause problems, i know i never want to make her sad or cry, and that she could very well be the ( Read more... )

damn i almost forgot i had this thing, well last thursday as lsd was pumping through my brain, i came to a conclusion that may very well be the reason my life will be beter from her on in. i realized that drugs are the reason i couldnt look my mom in the face, its also the reason why i have no money saved, i owe companies money, i dont seem to be ( Read more... )

yea so, for the last monh or two, ive been seeing this girl in panama city, and everything was good and great, seemed like for once , something was goin my way, but like everything else in my life that i enjoy, it all went wrong, she decided that a serious relationship wasnt for her and that she didnt wanna hurt me, so by telling me she didnt wanna ( Read more... )

soo yea, yesterday i get a call from my mom and this is how it went

mat:hello?
mom:hey uhh i cant afford to keep you anymore
mat:uhh are you kicking me out????
mom:yes
mat:uhh thanks alot mom

i just hung up on her

so im sitting at a friends house going over my options, which quite possibly include moving back to new orleans

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shrouding all the ground around me ( Read more... )

so yea i been in orlando for two days, and im lovin it, its so sweet, i cant wait till i move down here

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