eeeeeeeeeeeeeeek, im havin major major crisis. im almost sure i wanna quit uni but yet im still in mental turmoil. i wish i knew what to do for the best. i am in so much debt and my heart just isnt in it anymore. i do kinda enjoy the course but i just dont think i wanna do it full time. iv been thinkin of gettin a fulltime job after xmas and payin ( Read more... )

what the hell is wrong with me?
why do i just keep running and running. moving on and on but not actually getting anywhere. when will i get my life on track. im heading for a big big fall :(

so i just wanted to say quick bout my new business enterprise. i discovered i in fact had no forgotten how to knit and manged to knock up a really cute little purse thing. i decided i can make thse and customise them all as one offs then sell em on ebay. when i get a pic i will show u. spread the word, they will be goin on sale and i will be ( Read more... )

bbq from hell... what more can i say ( Read more... )

my mood swings seem to be uncontrollable at the moment, one min i am happy-ish and content in the thought that i will be seeing da on monday. then the next i feel really confused and sad. its like it only takes the slightest thing to upset me. i just decided to have a go on my electric vioin, i took it out and also got my regular violin out to ( Read more... )

ive moved back home. hence i am updating my journal again ( Read more... )

so last night i discovered that my boyfriend is actually a genius. i re-read somethin he wrote for me not long after we first met and was gobsmacked at how talented he is at writing. fuck me, im not easily impressed in this way so it has to be good. i managed to convince him to carry on with it, and he added to the prose and sent it back. IT JUST ( Read more... )