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Hola to everyone...James, I was so happy to see you last night. Glad to see that you're doing well. You always have such uplifting/sweet things to say to me. Actually, your responses are the only reason why I come back here ( Read more... )

About Me...

Gotten revenge

Had a crush on a cheesy pop star

Been busted by my parents

Had an imaginary friend

Left a note on a shower steamed mirror

Eaten the flesh of a human

Done any extreme sports

Won the lottery

Found buried treasure

Seen a ghost

The 'About Me' Quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

P.S. If you aren't my friend, you can't read my entries....not that anyone probably tries, but just incase.

Having a few of my old paranoia's coming on. Not cool. Am I just imagining them? I don't think I am, and every time I've told myself in the past that I was wrong, I ended up not being. I hate secrets, I hate secretiveness, I hate dishonesty. It's all just too stupid to even bother writing about. What happens happens, and I can't control it. ( Read more... )

So, tomorrow I have to go to a retarded unemployment "training" crap so they can tell me how to get a job "properly". Like I'm some kind of retard or something and wear hoochie clothes to interviews and cuss the whole time. BUT, if it keeps the money coming in, then I guess I best go. If I don't get a real job soon, I think I might shoot myself ( Read more... )

So, I guess I've become a vampire or something....I seriously can not, DO NOT sleep anymore if it's night time. I have no problem sleeping all day long, but I can lay awake for hours upon hours at night. I must get a job soon or I'm going to go clinically insane. BLAH.

So, I was for sure that this old thing was lost forever....I couldn't remember my login or my password for over a year now, but one night it actually came to me. Can't say I'll write in here much even now that I know it, but it is kinda comforting to know I can.

Today was one of the most painful days of my life. I don't even want to think about how badly the next appointment is going to be. And the pain just keeps getting worse instead of better. Thank you again, Shara, for taking me. And I have to say that I have the most amazing friends ever, and I don't know what I would do without any of them. ( Read more... )

Today will be a good day. The rain says so.