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Haven't used this in a while.. However I have been dealing with some major depression issues of late and I wanted to get them out however I feel like that is not gonna happen now. =/ Maybe later I will talk about it but now is not the time. -
A while in the shoes of me
So again it's been a while since I last posted. Things have been doing okay in school. I'm managing at clinical. However for some reason or another I feel as if some kind of jink to people's happiness. I really feel as if by my very existence I screw up everyone's life. I'm tired of feeling this way. I'm sick of feeling like we don't have anyone ( Read more... ) -
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Tomorrow I start clinicals and honest to God I'm scared shitless. I know I'm forgetting a million things but I'm trying to remember everything in case I need to act accordingly. I'm still soooo scared tho. Other than that things have been pretty good at home and school. Of course some major things have happened such as my cuz had a stroke and now ( Read more... ) -
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Been forever since I have posted anything. First trimester is done and over with and I passed just fine in the end. Second is on it's way and already proving to be a headache. The other day I was like I got this and then today my mind just gave up and I'm sad to say I'm at a loss. Next week we start clinicals and I'm seriously stressed over that ( Read more... ) -
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It's been like forever since I updated this thing. Well how I've been doing. Well it was to the point of not knowing if I was coming or going. Then we got break and life has been better. First trimester is coming to an end. We still have like two and a half weeks left. I'm not to worried about flunking out though it could still happen. So far I've ( Read more... ) -
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It's been a while since I updated u so here I go. I'm about 1/3 of the way through school for this trimester and to be honest there have been times where all I wanted to do was cry. It's been pretty darn rough since we started. I've literally had tests everyday for over a week now and it has me and nearly all of the class seriously stressed.
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School
I'm going to keep this short since I'm heading to bed shortly. I havent had much time for anyone or anything of late. It's just study study read study. It's very time consuming. I feel like I'm struggling but there are others in my class who r having a harder time than I am it seems. Makes me wonder. But I mostly have to focus on me and what I am ( Read more... ) -
Growing
I think I have learned that as we grow as people we tend to bend and change along the way. Who I was a few years ago isn't who I am today. Well not in a complete stance at least. There are aspects of who I've always been still inside the current me. I've sort of evolved as a person over the years. Im sure that it hasn't been for the best for the ( Read more... ) -
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Yesterday I was so stressed out about everything. Today isn't much better.. In some ways its far worse while at others it is much better. My dad has actually started doing something. What that something is I am not quite sure ( Read more... ) -
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I have just a matter of days before class starts for me. However just when I'm getting all the last details worked out something of course has to happen to screw everything up. Last week someone did a hit and run on my dads car. It's more than just body damage. The front axle is messed up and who knows what else is wrong. It was leaking some kind ( Read more... )