I have decided to discontinue with this journal and post mainly in RavenMaxwell from this time forward. This journal is too filled with negativity. I hate that I had so much crap trailing behind mostly happy posting. I need a fresh start to my life since I have been given an oppertunity to love and grow and start over in some respects ( Read more... )

I realise that one of the funniest things in the world is to watch my brother try to give the dog a french fry and both nimrods are searching on hand and knee and paw for the damn thing.

They have both lost it.

Now to help andy catch up in chemistry

J: Well I have to make that journey home now ( Read more... )

Last night was Jamie's and I night together. It was lovely ( Read more... )

After today I won't be online again til after christmas. In order to punish my brother we are getting rid of DSL. I am not dead, I haven't run away and I am totally reachable by phone ( Read more... )

Well today didn't go exactly as I had planned. I spent all day cleaning this house top to bottom for Jamie, but in the end, like I pretty much expected he had way too much to do. And on top of a long, grueling day moving things into his new home in this awful heat, his ex wasn't making it much easier on him. He called to appologize, he really ( Read more... )

So Jamie and I had sort of a serious talk last night, about our newly budding relationship. I think his last S.O. didn't understand his need to go back to school, and was very demanding and she wanted him to give it up, get just a job, and do that the rest of his life ( Read more... )

Inspite of the hardships and sorrow of the weekend. We are all survivng and realtively okay now. We have all had a few rough spots to contend with this weekend. I cried while I made the flyers for the wake I couldn't get off work to attend on saturday. (don't think I didn't send tony hateful looks the whole day, because i did ( Read more... )

Please remember: Andrew John Jonda, died on thursay, september 15th at 4:30pm in transit to a hospital ( Read more... )

Last Night a child I used to sit and my brothers once best friend was killed in a car accident. We are all upset, the funeral will be held on monday ( Read more... )