it's been way too fucking long. just thought i would check up on everyone. later guys.

fuck it for being so damn cold. I haven't posted on here in forever. nothing much has changed. life still goes on as usual. work is a bitch sometimes. need some help getting money for a car. hopefully i'll get some money from family for x-mas. well, thats about it for now. later.

Fear, sorrow, pain, emptiness, these are the things i woke up to this morning. It runs through my mind a hundred times even when i close my eyes. I'm talking about the images that my subconscious keeps giving me to screw with my mind. I honestly don't know what brought my mind to do these things. I truly feel like letting go and have a good cry. It ( Read more... )

Bliss ( Read more... )

man....these restless nights need to end. i dont know what the heck is wrong with me. i just can't seem to get the kind of sleep i need. i just toss and turn like a hundred times and i keep waking up. every time i wake up and end up falling asleep i have these really crazy dreams. some good and some i just have no idea what's goin on ( Read more... )

wow.....the last five days have been the best in my life. my mind is full of images of her. her eyes that make me blush everytime i look into them. i get lost in them. her beautiful smile that drive me wild inside. just being with her makes my days full of happiness. ever since the first night we laid together and she fell asleep in my arms i have ( Read more... )

so yeah other than a few problems this weekend i have had the best weekend ever. friday fucking sucked and a few people know why. mainly cause of the shit that happened between me and TJ. i still dont know yet whats goin on with that ( Read more... )

She smells of the sun ( Read more... )

Never knew I could feel like this ( Read more... )

so let's see. it's a brand new year and from what i know now a bunch of people are pissed at me. frankly i didn't expect alot of shit to happen durring the last couple of days. i didnt expect that tommy, tj, jt, and mikey wouldn't all be able to come to the party i was going to. i was as surprised as you all were. when i called i was calling to ( Read more... )