Just haven't been myself.
Song lyrics from Steven Burns ^^^ Aka Steve from Blue's Clues. :P

I had my eye appointment yesterday. She gave me a new pair of contacts and I can see so much better now. Thank god. Nathan paid for them, but I have to pay him back. I went into work and everything was cool. Totally perfected how to roll a burrito. Ha. After ( Read more... )

I got to make food today at work and I also got my uniform. My pants are tight in the waist, but giant in the legs. Serious hammer pants going on. Ridiculous.

I keep getting this feeling like I'm a shitty girlfriend. Hmm.

Love.

I now officially have a job!

I had orientation today at Taco Bell. Everything seems pretty easy. I have to take every single one of my piercings out. Which I'm fine with. Me and the other new lady (who is like 45) get to make food tomorrow. I'm nervous, but whatever. I'm so tired. I fell asleep after orientation around like 4:30 and woke up at like ( Read more... )

I am now officially a "ChillBilly." Lol. I moved out yesterday. I haven't cried that hard in a really long time. I wrote Jordan a letter and gave it to her. I told her not to cry or I'd punch her in the head and she said she wouldn't...but when I was walking away...I looked back and I could see her wiping her eyes. My heart broke. I'm choking back ( Read more... )

We're moving out of the house on Friday. I took down all of the pictures on my walls. I sat on top of my dresser and just cried. There are so many memories there. I lived there my whole life. Twenty years in that place. I mean, yes...I hate that house because it's shitty, but I love it because it's my home. I'm moving in with Nathan sometime this ( Read more... )

Nothin' I could ever do to make you see...what you mean to me.

Don't you ever ever think that you're not good enough for me.
I love you with every bone in my body.


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Ohhhh how I want to break free.

Our six months was on the sixteenth. We didn't do anything. He promised me that we'll do something this weekend. I doubt we will. We never do. I normally don't mind, but six months is a big thing for me. If we don't do anything...I will be highly disappointed and very upset.

EDIT:
We didn't do anything. I'm not as ( Read more... )

Over the edge, I'm just breathless.

Don't hate. I love the Jonas Brothers.

Wanna know why I'm up so early? Because I haven't been to bed. :P It's freezing in my house and I've just been thinking about things. I'm done procrastinating. I'm turning my life around. When I wake up...I'm going to call about my G.E.D. I also need to go into Heartland ( Read more... )

for just one night. It's gon' be me, you and a dance floor. Lawl. I love Chris Brown. Anyway. I stayed the night at Lindsay and DL's last night and then DL took me job hunting earlier. Subway really needs people so I'm super excited about that. The girl that gave me the application was new and she was adorable and so nice. :D I'm just excited to ( Read more... )

Making up the reasons.
To justify all the hurt inside.
Guess she knows.
From the smiles and the look in their eyes.
Everyone's got a theory about the bitter one.

I love Savage Garden.
I applied for Taco Bell here in Chillicothe. I'm going to apply for Kroger online here in a little bit. As soon as I get a job...I'm moving into Nathan's. Which should be ( Read more... )