Started my rag. Tummy hurts. Made a new journal. remademistakes 

PRAISE JESUS. Roxxi is fucking pregnant. I don't know why, but that makes me feel sooooooo fucking relieved.

She's coming here to visit next month and if she stops by the house while I'm at work...I'm going to hunt her down and beat her face in. Her head isn't pregnant.

My boyfriend is fabulous.
Show on Saturday.
Abby is getting her face punched most likely.

Anita woke me up last night and we talked about it all.
Everything is fine, thank god. I can't believe I almost walked out on Nathan.

So....with the help of my mother....I finally got the balls to write Anita and tell her how I was feeling about the whole situation. This is what I said:

Anita,
I've got some things I need to get off of my chest.
I really don't know where to start.
I am trying my hardest to please you and it seems to me that I'm doing a miserable job.
I was told that ( Read more... )

Meet in our dreams and live life far away.

I am so completely pissed off. Seriously. I found out that Anita (Nathan's mother) like to talk shit about me behind my back. How mature is that? She's 46 years old and can't talk about her problems with me to my face. That is completely ridiculous in my eyes. Am I wrong to find her super immature for ( Read more... )

I had my first SUPER FUCKING bad day at work. The shift manager, Rachael, kept yelling at me to move faster when I was going at a steady pace...I let it slide for awhile, but after some time....I got really pissed off and started to cry. Mandi asked me if I was crying and I said no. So she said, "Are you lying?" and I said yes. She asked me why so ( Read more... )

Oh my god. Saw Twilight last night. So good. Some parts were a little disapointing, but all around it was a good movie. I really love Robert Pattinson as an actor. His "American" accent cracks me up, because it's so cute and I'm used to hearing his normal British accent. :P ( Read more... )

Drama Drama Drama ( Read more... )

I should be sleeping ( Read more... )