I keep having these really weird dreams since I got sick monday. I can't remember most of them but last night's ended up being like some round the world journey. And this sucks, I keep not getting enough sleep because I can't breathe through my nose or I'm covered in sweat. Yesterday I was so hot but my skin was cold. I don't even.

Jazz and smoking make me feel cool
Chill
Attain that cerebral still

Worked on more editing with mark today for the next episode.

I need to either stop right now or commit and actually make changes in hopes of that small chance.

I feel depressed. Mark thinks I don't want to work on genshigrads because I don't like it, but I just don't want to do anything. I keep thinking that now is the perfect time to write the book but no job and no money makes me shut down. I don't know if I can go to midoricon, the con that we're going to as guests ( Read more... )

I hate everything

Party at rener's was fun but I need to stop drinking so much. I need to get better at pacing myself. Still ticked about being blown off because it was planned for a week at least. Headache all day ( Read more... )

Colossalcon was fun, still really tired though. And horny. I miss hanging out with everyone like we're back in college again. It was nice to hang out with jenna and talk about stuff that I can't really talk about with anyone else. I keep half falling back asleep while I write this so I'm done

I sit at walmart waiting for my oil change to finish, drinking mountain dew. Sorry, MTN DEW IT'S SO EXTREME. Gotta get the oil changed so I can drive to cleveland and pick up jenna from the airport! Then head to colossalcon right after ( Read more... )

As soon as I get a temp job I get sick, and it's definitely bronchitis. Called off work yesterday and today and I'm getting some antibiotics tonight. Called the doctor yesterday and they said it'd cost 220 up front so I couldn't go

Seriously, you either have to assume that they're all hot for you or that none of them are. So, I will continue thinking I am hot shit and girls wanna be all up ons. Bachelor party 1/2 for Jon tonight, should be fun. It'll be the first time going to the Diamond that I can't afford to get naked girl boobs and girl vaginas. Oh well it's not about me