why why why the fuck would someone drop you a voicemail out of the blue that you haven't talked to in almost two years now. WELL for those of you who don't know, i was at the bar last night at i had a lot to drink, cuz i was out with a girl i really am starting to like, a girl named steph, and who out of the blue calls me, you guessed it, AMBER, ( Read more... )

well now that im sure no one reads this anymore, thanks to my non updating and taking the link out of my aim profile, i can finally vent and no one can no what i do write, and if they do find it.......oops ( Read more... )

its getting closer and closer to the time in which school starts again ladies and gentlemen, and the excitment is actually building, i can't wait to go back to class, to learn and to start a new, now that i can actually go to class and hold down a job at the same time, and speaking of jobs, im actually moving from my dreaded 10:30pm to 7am shift to ( Read more... )

the summer is almost over and its almost time for school again, and im kinda excited to go back and start school again, last semester was a bust so i need to make up for it, im going back to the dorms, i have two good jobs, ill actually have time to study and stuff and i have a new major, things are really looking to turn back around for me, for ( Read more... )

alright well i realized that i haven't updated this since some big things happened, well for starters me and crystina are no more, theres not much else to that, we never had time for each other and the long distance thing doesn't help out too much, what can i say, im the master at screwing up relationships, i feel bad cuz i dunno what im gonna do ( Read more... )

after already a mostly bad day i went and made it a lot worse. first of all, i know my job sucks, the time i work, the amount of work i do, the little pay i get and the fact it sucks my whole social life away from me. the problem with getting another job is, i can't find anyplace thats hiring so ya it sucks big time cuz i guess i just gotta stick ( Read more... )

im writing this entry not in a good mood so if it doesn't make sense please bare with me, first of all, all i have to say is FUCK THE PEOPLE I WORK WITH, those people seriously need help, i found that there are only two bareable people that i work with and one of them is leaving in two days, the guy i thought was really cool turned out to be just ( Read more... )

its been a while since i've updated this, like normal but as always it takes a while to get a decent update in. well pretty soon in 3 days the spring semester will offically be over, THANK GOD!!!!!!! i've been sick of school since feb and i've just wanted this year done, mostly because of work but also because of the fact that this last semester ( Read more... )

alright well its been a long time since i last updated this thing, and this is a lot nicer and happier update than the last one was, first of all i've figured out what im doing next year for school, which is im switching majors and becoming a criminal justice major, i know its a mega-switch from the last major i was, but theres not much i can do ( Read more... )

alright i know its been about a month but you know what the only things that i know that go on have been extremely shitty with one exception is a party that i threw here in early april ( Read more... )