Also really oddly, like last week I found some photos on my computer that had been completely forgotten and the past 3 nights I have been trying to find them but have completely failed at the task..maybe they are magic files!?

I sometimes wonder what people will think of the photos that I leave hidden, because you know they will all be found when I ( Read more... )

Isn't it funny how it doesn't stop breaking?

On another point; isn't it odd revisiting a past and realising that once you used to love that, but you wonder how you ever did because there is no way you could ever fit in there now?

Stop it.

Im missing you.

So upon realising my birthday is in a month I was like woahh it has not been a year!
And then I realised that perhaps I missed out on it because I was too absorbed in being miserable.
Especially the past two terms at uni.
What a great thought..

I even think that I have pushed into a new level of miserable that I have never experienced before.

And now ( Read more... )

Today I looked closer at the third year exhibition, with the extra knowledge of knowing what they all got ( I discovered that there results were posted on the wall) And I have realised two things: Firstly, I am not going to get a first it will be somewhere between a 2:2 and a 2:1 and I am thinking that I am more likely to get that 2:2. Secondly, ( Read more... )

I am breaking myself. I don't really mean to.

I am strangely calm, even though it feels like an ending too soon. I am scared that next year will be worse and the tearing apart at the end will be like ripping a plaster off really fast. Not anticipated and a sensation that is too fast to ever truely feel.

And maybe, just maybe we will be lost from each other and this place and that will be the ( Read more... )

I think that I might be ready.

I just realised that I am going to end up being on of those mums with no friends and no real individual life. Sucks.