I have about... zero... holiday spirit ( Read more... )

So it's definitely one of those days... get up early to leave Cincinatti, have to de-ice there, try to make up time to get the passengers to Dallas for their connecting flights... over Memphis, our maintenance computer says "Nosewheel steering inoperative", which is cause for caution but not a really dangerous problem by itself... over Little Rock ( Read more... )

Once upon a time, I felt like I had to learn how to say the right things at the right time.

Now, I feel like the lesson of how to not say the right thing is finally sinking in.

Updates here have been few and far between, I know. Which is strange because it's not like I'm sitting around doing nothing... far from it. In fact I just got back from SoCal... exactly what I needed in terms of new music, chances to play with DJ gear myself, hanging with really cool people and old friends... definitely a good way to escape a ( Read more... )

T minus 5 hours.

Lots of preparations, planning, creativity, construction will either pay off grandly, or end in major disappointment.

I have rope, I have a dorei, I have music picked out, I have the plan.

Now I just have to get back to Dallas and make it happen.

Wish me luck, because my skills are up to me and me alone.

Things are not right in my world, in my head.

It shows in the choices and actions I have been making lately.

I think I know where it comes from.

I don't know exactly how to fix it, but I'm going to try what solutions I do have.

Wish me luck.

If you were there, you knew...

If you weren't, you should have been...

I was, and will never forget it...

It's prosetry time again ( Read more... )

When in Rome, party as the Romans do, eh?

I need to decide if I am going to hit the radically altered and probably neutered Disturbathon, or hit the Greenskeepers / Rabbit in the Moon show with friends...

Yet another time when I wish I could be in two places at once, because I still don't like the thought of someone having fun without me ;^)

Since coming home sick from Myschievia, my voice has been not right at all. My physical speaking voice has been hoarse, sometimes creaking, and often very deep. And that still small voice that I often am so well connected to has been... nearly silent. Or screaming so loud I can't understand it. Maybe some of both ( Read more... )