I look over at the rocks across from my new slip, and try to imagine the lake at its proper depth. I try to imagine how much higher I was floating a few weeks, a few months ago. I try to imagine when the color-stains on stones will be hidden by a fully flooded future now ( Read more... )

Myschevia - Wow
Currently - Ow

Sometimes the best way to get healthy is by starting out sick. Or at least, that's what I'm telling myself now...

Day 5 ( Read more... )

Disappointment burns in me.

Disappointment burns with me.

I pay _extremely_ close attention to parity in just about every type and level of relation I have with other people. I notice very quickly when someone does not return messages sent, does not seek me out as often as I seek them, etc. With most casual relations, I tire quickly of the imbalance, and my attempts to seek them out drop to match their ( Read more... )

0700 - Wake up to alarm, well sort of. A couple of rounds of snooze action (which is rare for me ( Read more... )

I wrote once that if I sit still long enough, my euphoria will come find me ( Read more... )

Will start to tell the story of my trip... once I'm not strung out from not sleeping...

Sao Paulo is... exactly what I needed.

Crisis of interest: over.

After a long but generally low-problem travel day, I arrived in Sao Paulo... my hosts are absolutely the best.

Photos and stories to come, for sure...