I always over analyze everthing, think about things that shouldn't matter and beat myself up. Its so stupid and i wish i could stop, i did not do anything wrong, i just talked to the wrong person about stuff. That's it. Someone come and kick me in the head right now.

Why in the hell do i trust some people with information, especially when i know they have a history of blabbing everything about everyone to whoever. I am such an idiot for trusting you're dumbass. Why would you tell her best friend that shit too? Are you just stupid? Thanks alot for ruining my chances, also a big thanks to myself for trusting you ( Read more... )

It is weird coming back to this after three years. Things were sucking then they got better now they suck again. I dont really know what happened or what i did wrong but now im sad again and it sucks. I wish i could just get happy and be me again. Maybe one day but these things take time and effort and nothing is going to happen with me just ( Read more... )

so i havent done this in almost a year. alot of things have happened ive grown up a little, i have a girlfriend now and she rules thank you. im back in school and doing really well and i like it alot and thats about it oh and i still work at stanley steemer anyway im probably not gonna do this anymore for a while peace!

its too bad that im bummed out about a girl right now, i wish i could sing that jay-z song and mean it, anyway other than everything sucking and me being bummed out all the time, life is good.

yeah so im about to check out a book called the beast reawakens. its about the resurgence of fascism and neo nazi groups, it has a guy wearing a white power shirt on the cover, i hope the lady at the counter, who happens to be black doesnt take offense/think im rascist. oh well i know im not.

AGAINST ME! LIVE ALBUM THIS SUMMER AND THEYRE GONNA GO ON TOUR WITH ALKALINE TRIO IN THE US. IM STOKED ON THE LIVE ALBUM

yep i got into texas yesterday morning around 3am our plane got struck by lightning it was pretty cool and slightly scary. today i saw set your goals at this place called the way, it was alot of fun to see another scene, see the kids here, and watch them dance, texas kids dance funny and i think they thought the same of me as well. they were all ( Read more... )

so i just now found out that my girlfriend from when i was a little boy died two weeks ago. i kind of wanted to know if she remembered me, i doubt she did, its so weird though because today a few of us were talking about stuff we did when we were little kids and i talked about britni and now i find out she died, i hadnt talked to her since i was a ( Read more... )

A witness quoted Cloyd as saying that was done "as a joke, and it got out of hand ( Read more... )