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Hell
Hell ( Read more... ) -
Heaven
I watch the blood seep into the floor.
The pain, a sharp memory,
The pleasure it brought,
It’s more than anything
My flesh, sore and abused,
My bones are jelly.
You would think
Hate and fear would permeate the air.
Not the desire and love that I smell.
The moment of no return,
The one no one crosses,
The one that I left far behind.
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Pain
What is pain exactly?
I was taught my entire life that pain was bad, either giving or receiving. That led to a very confused upbringing. One, I saw people getting enjoyment out of inflicting pain on others, verbally, emotionally, and even physically. On the other hand, I saw others receiving the pain, and enjoying it too. Oh I saw plenty of ( Read more... ) -
I dont blog much do I?
Things really have been the same really.
I did hurt my back pretty bad in march, herniated disk and everything. 10 weeks of Phyical therapy and narcotics as needed. No surgery!! yay. During the MRI they discovered that Ihad healed damage from pervilus injuries, as in L4 has a line that indicated the vertebra itself has cracked. L3, and L4's ( Read more... ) -
Zennioptical.com review
5/20
paid $270 for new glasses at Wal-Mart to include the High Index lenses. Ashley told me to look at Zenni Optical to get a back up pair.
5/24 picked up my new glasses from Walmart, and had them give me my percription, Including the Spherical, cylindrical, axis and the Pupial diamitor for each eye. I had no problem getting this from the ( Read more... ) -
My life is a rollercoaster
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stealing a moment to post
I have been on the run all day every day flr the last few weeks. I relized yesterday that I had DARK circles under my eyes, I normaly have shadows of some darkness cause of my fair skin (the pict with the kitten has me wih a sunburn) but these looked like I had black eyes. I know that my life is not as stressfull as others, but I still think I ( Read more... ) -
Weddings and Money
Well I have 2 very good friends. well I have more than that but...
Friend one is getting married in September. I am in charge of the Guest Book. But her mom and her insiste that I have to wear a matching dress with the bridesmaides. so that means $100-$150 dress (I still dont know how much it is and I asked several times!) ITs pretty. kinda. ( Read more... ) -
Me. history, and stuff
Ok. A quick run down on me.
I assume that Sage's friends will probably mosy down to my blog from my comments on his...
but you know what Assuming gets you.
ME: Vicky. a 30year old married with no children gothic crafty geeky cat loving social butterfly of a woman. As Sage say's I am a BBW. I have but doent "suffer from" Cerebral Palsy and ( Read more... ) -
first
I found my Sage!!
You have succeded at your Search check.
I normaly have a MS but Sage says he doesnt have access to myspace in Iraq so I decided to have an acount here, so we could stay in touch.
I dont have the time right now to get started...
but I got it created.
yay!