i think that I've decided that siamese dream is the soundtrack to my entire life as of now. jesus. it's uncanny and amazing. maybe include a couple mellon collie tracks.... but otherwise that's pretty much it.

chicago is a rough city, man.

summer is amazing. sunny days are amazing.

i should have been a sailor. at least the drink says I should've ( Read more... )

push the walls open.
I wanna see my memories bleed.

somehow everything I do just ends up slapping me in the goddamn face, and i'm fucking sick of it. i'm sick of this place. i'm sick of being too honest to keep myself out of stupid situations that happen over and over again. there have been great times. there still are plenty of them. but this is getting fucking old. very fast. i wish i could get ( Read more... )

it's good to feel alive ( Read more... )

I think I should aim at nothing more than ridding myself of lying, negative attitudes, trying to control how people see me, overconcern about what others think of me, dishonest expression of emotions, trying to possess that which isn't mine, false humility, lack of discipline: physically, mentally, spiritually, and of all that leaves me incapable ( Read more... )

i wish i was a robot with cameras for eyes...fueled by beer, rock and roll, and sweet loving.

"Remember when you felt like a comet burning almost into nothing ( Read more... )