Why would thinking back to fleeting moments of bliss and joy bring me so much discomfort, outright pain now?  Aren’t happy memories meant to be, well, happy?

I feel more miserable when I realize I was happy before.  Should I just try to cherish the memories, the few glimpses of happiness I ever had?

The funny thing is, the reason for all of ( Read more... )

Mood swings are fun.

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I’ve got two papers to write in

two weeks, and start researching for my project…

So I went out yesterday and bought 3 albums.


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I just don’t know what I’m doing.  Part of me just wants to get this degree and ship off to Sydney.

Another wants to go back to Krakow.

But I know no matter where I go, I’ll be longing for something else.

It’s the realization that I’ll never be content with what I have that worries me.

At last, the proper way to use an iPod

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Damn it

I still can’t figure out how to get a ticket for Tuesdays Pumpkins gig.  They sold out fast, the forums haven’t been much help and I just don’t know  what else to do.

Went out with some classmates last night, first time.

Well, it wasn’t really “out”, just went to a bar after our lectures.

I bought a ticket to Krakow for the 27th of ( Read more... )

Not quite sure how I pulled it off, but I finished two of my papers 2 weeks early.  Just have to proof read them and finalize the references tomorrow and I’m done.

I motivated myself into actually getting some work done by reminding myself that I’d actually like to enjoy my week in Krakow.

I want to get as wasted as possible at the New ( Read more... )

Finallly cleaned up and vacuumed my room… yay



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I have a paper to work on now.

That’s why I’m posting.

I’m in a ranting state of mind, but I’ll try to hold back.

I’ve become aware of something about myself.  I tend to not approve of anyone’s relationships.  In most cases, I work towards breaking them apart, if only through words.  There are very few couples that I can think of that I have ( Read more... )

I’m not depressed, I’m just not an idiot