i'm in a new funk...or an old funk has come back...or a new funk is mixing with an old funk...or something. i think there are three parts to this depression. there's the thing that's been bothering me for a while, there's a new thing that pisses me off and leaves me feeling hurt, and there's a thing that i have yet to identify. or maybe the third ( Read more... )

i use this thing so seldom now, i'm surprised i still remember my password to log in ( Read more... )

she hasn't called me back yet. am i surprised? no, can't say that i am. she said she'd call me back yesterday or today to tell me what she decided. and she didn't call. i called her at 9:30 tonight and left a message for her to call me. i just want to know. am i staying or am i moving? i can't do anything until i know. can't start packing, can't ( Read more... )

wow, it's been a while since i posted anything here. been caught up in the new myspace blogging craze. saving the lj for the more personal entries, i guess. and it just so happens that i have one today, so this thing will get some use ( Read more... )

ok, it's 11:45 on a friday night, and i'm seriously considering going to bed soon. is there something wrong with me? am i not supposed to be a cool college student who stays up until the not-so-wee morning hours? am i getting old? what does this MEAN? wait. i don't care ( Read more... )

this was a good weekend, or has been so far. i have a lot of work to do on a project tomorrow, so that won't be so good, but the past two days have been very nice. caroline came in, and she, tommy, and i went to the rangers/astros game in houston today. my rangers won. it was a little touch-and-go there for a while, but we pulled through ( Read more... )

interesting day at the office. michelle and i have been listening to disney all day. judy has been listening and dancing to michelle's spamalot cd. michelle attacked me with a stapler earlier. i panicked for a moment because the other stapler was in judy's office and i thought i wouldn't be able do defend myself, but to my great surprise and ( Read more... )

oh man, i wish some of my hello buddies were online right now so i could show them the awesome photos i just took. i like them a lot. i took them in a moment of inspiration when i should have been writing my paper. i have finally finished my paper, by the way. it just needs some finishing touches tomorrow, and it will be ready to turn in. then i ( Read more... )

hmm...lately, my mood has been much better than it was for a while there. work and class have been going well, and i've been able to do fun stuff with friends. but my mood has been less than good for the past few days, and i don't like it. i'm feeling pretty lonely right now. kevin and tommy are out of town, and i have lots of work to do for class ( Read more... )

i got free food today. this made me very happy. we had a huge group tour this morning, and in thanks, the lady in charge of the group gave us food from chick-fil-a. actually, she just gave it to judy and jesse at first, but judy worked her magic and got food for michelle and me, too ( Read more... )