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Apr 09, 2005 18:55

My mother has destroyed me. Destroyed all my dreams. Destroyed everything that makes me anything. Then to top it off, she kicked me out of the house. Don't bother trying to call the cell, it is no longer in my posession ( Read more... )

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jiffaroo682 April 9 2005, 17:16:28 UTC
Kelsey-

I am so so so so sorry that your mom is acting like that. I know how it feels to have parents like that. Are you staying at your dads house? If you ever need to talk, you can always call me. Or maybe I'll call you. I'm really sorry babe, you don't deserve stuff like that. Keep your chin up and feel better, you've got friends like me that will be here to back you up.

Love you tons.

-Jiff

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fictionwelive96 April 9 2005, 21:38:57 UTC
Thanks Jennifer... Yeah, I'm at my dad's house right now but the problem with this is... I don't want to live here either. Ehhh I have no idea what I'm gonna do... Yeah, I'll call you if I ever need to talk things out. I love you.♥

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peekaboobabie April 9 2005, 20:42:12 UTC
i love you so much babe, cheer up

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fictionwelive96 April 9 2005, 21:39:26 UTC
Yeah, I'll try. I love you too. ♥

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fictionwelive96 April 10 2005, 12:04:11 UTC
Wow... It appears as if you love me! Thanks Mel, I love you that much too... But maybe more.

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jesus_h_christ4 April 9 2005, 22:15:30 UTC
Kelsey if there is anyway I could combine everything you've ever helped me learn into one simple statement, it would be this:

It's all in your head.

It's not just your depression. It's your mom being a bitch. It's your room being your kindgom. It's your friends being your friends. It's your family's treatment towards you.

I'm not quite sure how I can bundle all of this knowledge into some little bowed and gift-rapped box. Infact, I think that'd be impossible.

Through meditation, one can start to understand the powers of their mind. You can create an empty, stress-free, and happy enviroment. Your mind can make you hot, it can make you cold. Your mind can create false love and it can ruin real love.

It is completly in your ability to control your mind. You've done it before. It can be done again.

What is depression but a thought that you're not content?
It's completly possible to change your thoughts. Completly. Simplicity is a completly differnt issue.

I really hope some of this has helped you in any way. Good luck.

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fictionwelive96 April 10 2005, 11:58:50 UTC
Wow, all I can really say is thank you Josh. I will surely remember all of that.
Love you. ♥

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jesus_h_christ4 April 10 2005, 20:41:08 UTC
It's no problem, it's quite mutual.

Love you too.

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ieatbabies665 April 9 2005, 22:50:21 UTC
I know I can't say shit to help anyone, because i'm just not good at this stuff. But I knwo things will work out for you. I remember when my dad kicked me out of my house when I got my ears pierced, and it took him a week to let me back in, and that was just for ears. He's wanting to kick me out now for my tongue, the only reason he isn't is because he know s'll go to my moms and he'll do anytihng to be looked apon as better than her. you're too much of a badass chick to let this shit get to you.

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fictionwelive96 April 10 2005, 12:02:23 UTC
Haha, thanks Thomass. Since I don't want to live with my dad I'm thinking about just doing my usual thing: hiding myself away in my room. But this time I'm not going to speak to my mom... and if I do I doubt it's going to be a civilized conversation. Ehh, whatevs.
Love you♥

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angelica_89 April 10 2005, 10:24:08 UTC
kelsey i ♥ u! if u need to talk i'll always be here for u anytime u need me! i ♥ u so very much! PLZ cheer up! I LOVE YOU DEARLY!!
angie

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fictionwelive96 April 10 2005, 12:03:12 UTC
Thanks Angie, I'll keep that in mind.
Love you as well. ♥

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