Sometimes i just want to fucking shoot myself in the mother fucking head.
I'm so tired of not being good enough, and when I try, I get shot the fuck down.
I've never felt so serious about this.
But I really don't want to fucking live anymore.

i'm now going to a psychologist and psychiatrist at the same time, and now am on depression pills and birth control.

fucking cool.
i don't really have much to complain about really, other than the usual.
family.
i'm doing okay though.
you?

ps- the ACT can kiss my motherfucking ass.

thankyouverymuchgoodnight.

So I went to my psychologist again today ( Read more... )

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I am so sick of coming short every motherfucking time.

I deleted my last post because it was lame. But thank you to those who responded. You know I love you all, and it makes me happy to know you have my back.

Hope all is well with you super-cool livejournal friends.

PS: if you got invited to my party, remember to let me know if you can go or not by THIS SATURDAY.

So, I've applied for quite a few jobs in the mall, and I still have more applications to fill out.
I'm waiting for phone calls for interviews, and it's kind of nerveracking.
This week is going to be so hard.
I have softball games everyday of the week, except Sunday, & Saturday's games are for a tournament.
Thenn, I have a choir rehersal, choir concert ( Read more... )

k, so it's spring break. FINALLY GOD DAMNIT. Time has gone by slower than slow up until this point ( Read more... )

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Okay, so I'm taking a break from my dumb biology project that I got stuck doing by myself because my group is FUCKING RETARTED. I couldn't concentrate on it very well, so what better way to clear your mind then to complain into your livejournal. Correct ( Read more... )