sarin nerve gas and the four noble truths, rebirth and again raised the infinate idiot...

AND AGAIN I ASKED, AND AGAIN YOU LIED...LIFE DOESNT GET MUCH BETTER THAN THIS...YOUR WORDS MEAN NOTHING MORE THEN THOSE OF A HEROIN ADDICT LOOKING TO SCORE

i love you mom and dad

you are all liars held together by the most pathetic amount of insecurity ive ever seen. you follow him because he inspires you, you live through him because you messed up, you date him because you need power, you live to hear 13 year olds scream your name, and the rest of you are there to fill in any loose gaps so the whole faccade doesnt fall to ( Read more... )

i wanted you because your frozen breath looked so good in the stale air. im hot all over, and my visions are blurred. it makes me sick to know your name, and still i whisper it at night. and im sorry my whispers seem to echo into a scream that only wakes you up. i never meant to disturb you.

i hate how my words were deformed..................i hate how your eyes unfocused.......i hate how my nails left marks..................i hated the design......................i hate how my hands were my only eyes....i hate how i know..........i hate your voice...................i hated mine too ( Read more... )

you made my heart lucifers playground....
keep on playing...
im thrice dead from inflicted wounds of your highheels
how did your feet become so transexual?

only my eyes seem to detect change these days. if ever ive needed you, this would be the time. i crave your voice, i crave you face... and maybe id crave it less if you were here. how did it get so bad all of a sudden... how did emotions appear where they never existed. the past week has felt like a year compressed into a day. i never wanted to ( Read more... )

i look at the pills, and i pour them down the sink rather than my throat... its so pathetic that at such a young age i have to depend on a phamaceuticle to straighten it all out... its pathetic that i wont take it... this should all be so relatively simple- im fucking 19 years old and i still dont know how to handle emotions... i dont understand ( Read more... )

its all i can do now to not feel like this... its all i can do to function like a machine... its all i can do to reamain ( Read more... )

there are three people standing close eough to touch me, but it wouldnt matter, because im alone. i was alone in that room as they crowded around, i was alone when he screamed, i was alone when they were being thrown... i was as alone today as i was standing in the same spot more than a year ago. funny how it hit me i hadnt set foot in there ( Read more... )

i saw your typed words tumble from your bleeding lips ( Read more... )