twenty years ago i should have been an abortion... sorry you didnt think that fast

i wish i could crawl out of my skin
blackmarket my organs till there's nothing left of me
donate the proceeds to do it again
while i burn my throat to say one last sorry

~fictitiousx~


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out of everyone ive cared for the most, you have hurt me the worst. thank you for giving me one more thing to hate about this life.

my heart beats for no one

im tired of being loved through dope-sick eyes,
pure heroin flowed from your lips,
hitting me with words to suite your mood in efforts of feeding the moment,
and as the sober light started to hit your face,
i became as useless as the needle you used.
i suppose your veins never could handle my high...........

it might as well have been yesterday and not 7 years ago that i met you, because the lies seem to slip so effortlessly as if we just met. you need to learn the manorism behind the word respect before you demand it from another. and while your at it you might as well define what love is because you sure as hell dont know. dont seem so hurt when ( Read more... )

last night was a smorgusboard of fun..."the equivalent of her touching his ass would be that of a raunchy, gangreen infested, horrendous one eyed sloth man even thinking about touching yours." i speak wisdom.. pure histarics

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it was so good to hear your muffled words tumble through the phone. i wished you never called. i never meant to send you off and make you feel at fault for your passions... but it was too hard to put the tears back. your not wrong and im not right, just the words distorted the moment. this time my dream went away with the spit....