all that a man will try to drown

[fictus_deus]

There are no real resolutions this year. The holidays have left me more confused than ever. 10 years ago I was happy. I didn’t believe in love. I chewed people up and spit them out and I liked it that way. Then I met someone that changed everything and I’ve been a blithering idiot ever since. Each boy from that one on has been one chapter of

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[amatol]

Happy New Year! Hope it brings whatever it is that will really make you happy...
& damn you look smashing in that photo

[fictus_deus]

Aww... you're such a nice lady. We should do photos together soon.

[anonymous]

I think that there is a distinct difference between 'being shallow' and 'refusing to live a television lifestyle'. Or, if you prefer, a difference between looking for something which doesn't exist and being shallow.

[fictus_deus]

See, I was part of a family where the whole "true love" thing was a reality. People that spent their entire lives with each other. They were better together than they were apart. It's hard to turn your back on that.

I'm choosing to stop striving to find something better than what I've got and that's shallow.

[anonymous]

In that case, I believe I understand. Thanks for the clarification.

[kz]

I'm hoping 2009 brings contentment, entertainment, self-realization and more sideboob.

you know

[chetticus]

theres no weakness in allowing warmth to figure into things....

Have I mentioned how fun I am?

Not very, truth be told...