very interesting weekend... it was so nice to get a hug again... i miss it so much ( Read more... )

marlboro reds remind me of my pop pop... sometimes i wonder why such a bad thing has such good memories attached to it?

stupid fucking toenail... gonna have to slice it away again... goddamn, just what i needed

Getting lost in you again is better than being numb ( Read more... )

what a crazy friggin night... i decided to hang out with evan tonight... i really needed to get out of the house... i forgot how much fun we have. ok so i go over and nessa, drew and evan 2 are all over and we hung out and i screwed with nessa's phone for a while and then we watched the best of will ferrel... during which evan's mom comes over ( ( Read more... )

i'm so confused right now... i just don't know what to do... i just want all this to stop, i just want everything to be normal again. i'm so lost and there's no one to guide me. god, i wish my pop pop was still alive... i could always count on him, no matter what.

i just played hockey it was so great... everyone said i played a good game... i almost got mad assists and sit... it was great... I SEE CHELSEA IN 15 OR SO HOURS!!!!... it's going to be another interesting weekend...
...chelsea, do me a favor, no matter what happens this weekend, know and understand that i will always love you no matter what...

what a great day... i was sitting in class waiting for it to start and all of a sudden my phone starts vibrating... i take it out to find a 215 number... so i think i don't have time for this... and then i thought maybe it's chelsea's dad... so i pick it up and leave the classroom... male voice: "hey there sexy"... huh?... "i've got some good news ( Read more... )

so fucking tired of being all alone. goddamnit. fuck it.

fuck me... i have a fucking headache.