bummed. as usual.

worried, very worried.
im thinking tooo much into things.

i love working with ally again. 
today i was positive i would end up fired.

hhhaah, im still worried.

rough day.
funerals are never good and work sucks lately.

i feel like im boring everyone lately, sorry.
im getting a lot of sewing done, lets admit thats whats important.
sewing never gets bored with me.

my face is finally clearing up :)
its almost back to looking like a face, rather than an oval pizza.
..coming soon.
then maybe the selfconfidence will go ( Read more... )

WOOO i have money again.
NEEDS:  new tv  
and some plans for new years babyy:)
& possibly a new job depending on if i get rehired(?!)

i feel really good, &nick johnson is one of my favorite people alive at this moment.

time to shop online!!!

[CUTE TXTS ARE THE BEST.]
best day ive had in a long ass time.
[with the genuine exception of yesterday and sunday.]
i feel really fucking good right now.
[for once]

and for now i have this goofy ass smile on my face
and noooothinggngfjgndg can change it.
its mine :)

today was extremly successful HC wise.
[yay!]

i spent 90 dollars on two bras today.
Macey is in heat.
i work from 12-2 tomorrow, haha best shift EVER
then me and jamess are going to get his hc attire.
im excited :D james is such a fun friend.

im starting to get sick. :\
i took a pill for the first time in over a year yesterday.
ive been too scared to since my stomach ulcer
but i manned up and ( Read more... )

how many special people change

im back on nexium.
i refuse to let my stomach get bad again.
knowing i get to take my pill soon makes me super relaxed tho.
placebo effect, its beautiful.

mackinac was sweet ( Read more... )

people like to update my lj for me.

we got a new puppy !

( meet Macy. )

i realize im a little late but..


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