My esteem is gonna be affected
if I keep it up like a love sick crackhead

The rush is worth the price I pay
I get so high when you're with me But crash and crave you
when you leave

is my love, your drug??????????

So I've made it through probation! Yay. But it sucks when everyone else is already 21 and goes to the bar for fun... and i just go home cause i'm still not old enough. This blows. And my one fall back person is not there for me anymore. So mostly now i'm just bored and alone. At least I still have school to keep me going ( Read more... )

So i dont know whats going on with me but then again i do... I'm a fucking mess. I'm not happy. haven't been for a while. i feel like the world is just fucking me over right now. i shouldnt have to feel like this cause honestly, i have a lot of accomplishments that i should be really proud of right now. But other things are taking the high ( Read more... )

Well I made it through summer, but now to make it through winter is going to be rough. I'm pretty sure one of our classmates dropped the program leaving only 11 of us now. I couldnt even think about dropping out of a two year program after completing a full year ( Read more... )

Can't believe sometimes what I get myself mixed up in. My heart hurts thinking about the hard times to come. I waited during rehad, waited out jail time, and now i'm waiting out his house arrest.

So I'm not sure if you know... But I have a boyfriend, again. Not Chad ( Read more... )

I'm pissed. Ahhhhaha. Yesterday... what a fucking wreck. I'm so disappointed.

"Story Never Changes, Just the Names and Faces"

fuck.

So how crazy is it to be dreaming about a certain person and then be woken out of the dream to there call??? I didn't even know what to think. Lately things have been alright. This week is the last week of our break time and then I go back to a full schedule. I'm not going to be able to see anyone but on weekends but you know I'll make the ( Read more... )

Back to school again. Spring Break was fun. Partied everywhere and met some sweet new people. Some nights I got to dumb to function but I guess that's what I call a good time. Anyways. Boy oh boy. What a cutie he is. Sucks that School's all year round. So I should just say goodbye to my social life now...

1. Where did your last kiss take place ( Read more... )