I love suprises... and i love giving them... but i absolutely cant stand the waiting. I bought aaron a fantastic gift for valentines day, and it just came in the mail. I am absolutely DYING to give it to him ( Read more... )

It's been awhile. I updated my user icon, profile, etc... so yah. It was waaaay outdated! So the year has been going wonderful for me. I am still with my wonderful Aaron, my knight in shining armor. He takes great care of me, and is helping me work through all my issues. School is going great, I am in my junior year at CSU Stanislaus currently ( Read more... )

Good 'ol livejournal... the other day (against my better judgement but inspired by Mandie) i decided to read through my old livejournal archives. I got through about 5 and it made me so depressed i had to stop! Wow, my life was so sad. The fact that i let myself get sucked into being TREATED like that.. and letting myself be used like that.. i just ( Read more... )

"the past is history, the future's a mystery and the moment your living in is a gift. thats why they call it the present ( Read more... )

so, me and david broke up. we're still friends, and we love each other but its just not the right thing right now. it hasnt been for a long time. im an idiot for staying with him through all that i did but oh well. everything happens for a reason and he said if i didnt then he wouldnt have ever come back. so i suppose God needed me there with him, ( Read more... )

sooo.... yah. i suppose i should be ecstatic but im just being scared and selfish and not trusting God. Basically to make a long story short, david's leaving for bible college when i graduate CSUS. and i think i've decided its best just to break up. because dealing with the whole are we supposed to be together.. what if he meets someone else.. is ( Read more... )

Find My Way ( Read more... )

ah, the intrigue ( Read more... )

alas, here i am on LJ!! nothing much new i care to type about. MCI i love working there.. im a little worried about being terminated for uhm.. "extended break time". i really do have a problem being on time.. but im never actually late for WORK. how responsible. david is doin his whole new responsible thing... its cool. it kind of bites cause he's ( Read more... )

this reminds me of the time derek tried on my prom dress and his body looked hotter in it than mine. he'll most likely deny that actually happened with a passion....

but oh, it did.