#1 my roommates are watching the same channel in two different rooms.... and yelling back and forth about what is happening instead of just watching the show together... wee bit frustrating ( Read more... )

it's 2am... and i'm sitting here ready to burst into tears ( Read more... )

sometimes i just want to break down and cry ( Read more... )

i was at work tonight....
and her arm was all wrapped up...
i didn't know that she was a cutter too....
she hid it... not amazingly... but she did...
i knew as soon as i saw it.. is that bad?
it made me want to cut that much more...
i don't know what to think or what to do...
god i'm a failure

he's taken me in when i've had no where else to turn, his family has accepted me for what i am and has asked no questions when i am there crying or in the middle of the night ( Read more... )

last night was a long heart to heart
and then today i fuck shit up...
i give up.

finally back from spring break ( Read more... )

in a little over 12 hours i get to go back to my ball hall family!!
i miss them all so much..
my tooth hurts like a bitch...
but it will be ok...

it's kinda scary how much faith i've put in dj.
scary how much i miss him and how much i count on him.. sometimes i don't understand it myself...
i talked to him last night...and idk..

oh well
shower

really feel like i've lost touch with just about everyone from high school ( Read more... )

It's been a rough few days..
i don't know what or how to think right now..
i think it will be easier to just cry myself to sleep and hope that helps somehow