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i don't fucking understand i moved out so that i could not have to worry about my sleeping habits or being quiet all the time or having to deal with people that obviously don't like me. instead i moved into a much more expensive version of that. i pay my part of the rent if not more. i pay for food and hell most of the time i pay the electric bill ( Read more... ) -
More than a year.....
That's how long it's been since i've been low enough to resort to this.. or maybe high enough on my low to still be able to write i haven't the foggiest ( Read more... ) -
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i honestly wonder...
if no one heard from me for a few days..
would they care?
would they notice?
would they be concerned enough to try to find me?
doubt it.
i may have just found my way out. -
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I want to collapse and cry and take that nice little silver and make things seem ok for a few minutes... but i can't... i can't ask him for them and he hasn't put them back... i can't say anything to him because he's already upset and i can't deal with upsetting him more. i want him to know how much i love him and fear every day that i'm going to ( Read more... ) -
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all i want right now is that which should be located in the second drawer. -
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at this moment... i've been clean for a week... but i also haven't been eating... or if i have eaten it's been almost immediately purged in most instances ( Read more... ) -
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i'm at a loss ( Read more... ) -
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i don't know what to think or how to feel right now... sometimes i wish for complete ignorance... it would be so much easier. -
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lets see... as per the last post ( Read more... )