An update on me and Jason:

We're making it. We're making it work. I've learned a lot about myself and about relationships in the past year-and-a-half. If I attempted to try to list all the things I've learned, it would be an incredible list. I'm still learning. In fact (and I'm aware of how vague this sounds), there are many things that I'm ( Read more... )

Here is a vent. Life is...complicated. Mysterious, even. Disappointing...to a point. Uncertain. Vague. Completely subjective. I don't know what to do. Should I do anything? Everything we do is pointless, in one way or another. Even searching for meaning is pointless in the end. What is it all for? Reproduction and survival of the ( Read more... )

I'm such a selfish person ( Read more... )

Just saw the schedule that clinicals is going to be run by...you know, tests, practicals, etc....and I just thought I'd say...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Okay...I feel a little better.

"Sometimes, it's just better to scream"...

Don't worry -- I'm not upset about anything...LoL. ^_^ Was just inspired by an icon I found from Pirates 3. It had Liz walking behind Will, her glaring at his back and both with stiff, sullen faces. That's what it said to me...LoL.

I'm ready. I'm ready to get married. I know that Jason is the person that I want to live with for the rest of my life. We share beliefs in almost all things, but we both seem to accept the differences between us. I can't be afraid of a relationship because of confrontation. Things will not always be perfect, and I'd be a fool to expect that ( Read more... )

I really need to start working out more.  20 years old and 140 lbs with a 5'7" frame...yeahhhhh.....

I just need to get my ass up to do it.  And Eric needs to get his ass out of bed so I can play some loud music....grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.............

Hah. Fake journal. That's what people get for snooping around in internet histories. :3

Hahahahaha. I win.

Oh, well...I feel bad, now. Here -- have some reading substance:

Tool -- H.What's coming through is alive. What's holding up is a mirror ( Read more... )

Well...it doesn't seem that many ppl are posting much anymore. But that's okay. That's the beauty of a journal.

I'm ready to get my own place. Well, emotionally, maybe...financially, maybe not so much.
And I'm ready for school to be out. I am worn to the bone.
Maybe an update later.

Hah! Cool. I like this new LJ setup! ^_^ It's been a while since I've been on...can't you tell ( Read more... )