I've been spending a grip of time with Matt this week. I'm really enjoying myself. The last two days we played basketball and video games and hung out with Jody and Sam. It was all good fun. I think that having Matt in my life will be really good for me. Sometimes I doubt that things will go well, mostly because of my past experiences, but I wont ( Read more... )

Saturday I went to a concert with Jody and I guy she met at the bungee bridge (Sam) and his friend Matt. Matt is really cool and we ended up spending a great deal of time together. We met downtown at 7pm on Sat and he left here at 7am today (Monday). We made plans to see each other tomorrow, but he is having a messed up day and asked me to come ( Read more... )

I was feeling really grumpy and sick this morning, but I had a really important final to take so I couldn't miss school. But I got a smile on my face very quickly through the beauty that God has created. When I look left in the morning on the freeway I get a view of the red, yellow and orange of the sunrise peeking over Mt. Hood. Totally gorgious, ( Read more... )

God does provide! It turns out I didn't need to talk to Jody at all to get Brandys number! I think I'll call her tomorrow when I am a little less emotional lol.

Being so alone is hard for me. God has really put me in a difficult place. I'm trying to grow and learn to depend on him more. I just wish I didn't have to do it in this way. He puts me alone, isolating me from everyone I've depended on. I know I must depend on him. It hurts me to be alone. I sit in the house, working on school work, working on ( Read more... )

*singing ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a pretty nice day. I drove out to Eugene and got totally lost. That always cracks me up. Like the time I was going on a date with Erik and got lost in Vancouver..... VANCOUVER! Thats like two blocks wide lol. Actually it looked like Eugene and Vancouver were about the same size, considering I've driven to both ends of each for no ( Read more... )

Today I got an answer back from the national boards association about my application. They said that I couldn't take the test because I didn't have my transcrips or proof of school attendence. Thats a bunch of crack though, Joey and Joanna got answers too and all theirs said was that they forgot the photo copy of their state I.D. I should be able ( Read more... )

Consider my affliction and please deliver me ( Read more... )

There were a lot of articles in the paper this week about things that will be happening in Portland schools. They are closing several schools, and rearranging programs in like every other. They are also cutting budget for pre-schoolers so far that now 1,000 less low income children will be accepted into pre-schools ( Read more... )