ms. henry is so worried about me that she sent me to the school social worker today. i had already sorta talked to ms. piper on the phone over the weekend so today wasn't too much for me to see her. she said she'll get me a free counseling therapist and maybe find someone who could prescribe meds for me with no cost. that would be awesome ( Read more... )

( stolen from Anna )

Today must have been the worst Christmas Eve yet.
Actually, I bet there were worse, but I just can't remember anythin anymore with my holed out brainLast night was beat and I was in a terrible terrible mood ( Read more... )

today started out bad n just got better n better toward the end.
weird how one person can affect your emotions so much.

in other news, ive been wrappin a billion gifts and just wrote 13 really intense Christmas cards.
i feel like a fuckin elf.

with that, i bounce.
good night.

i cant remember anythin i did today or my days events ( Read more... )

Harvard Model UN was not as bad as i expected. I met a lot of hot guys and cool new friends, but was never able to go to a party with Kay cuz Mrs. Gavoor is just a bitch like that ( Read more... )

i guess i didn't stare long enough. the sky was so beautiful tonight tho... after jazz and babysittin, i didn't feel like goin home cuz i havent seen karl in the longest time (except for 2 minutes in school daily). since he was busy and was nowhere to be found, i stared at the sky through my sunroof and ended up driving around to places i didn't ( Read more... )

im so selfish. i hate to admit it but i have forgotten about my grandma lately. the old lady who partly caused my depression last year, the fragile old lady that i used to worry about everyday... i havent thoguth about her in the longest time. mom came into my room sayin that she was sad; grandma had to get another surgery done. mom vented to me ( Read more... )

i just typed an entry but it didnt post now im like havin fuckin dejavu on the fuckin LJ wow. i am exhausted from eatin at least 6 meals (literally) today and workin out for an hour and a half. colleen left early so grossman bought me a pack of cigs after n couldnt reach karl so we went to his house to blaze. his smoke room was pretty chill i took ( Read more... )

pullin an all-nighter again...