oh shit. i totally forgot that i was a rogers scholar. now i get to have lunch with the dean and 8 other students on friday and feel like a huge FAILURE because i haven't accomplished ANYTHING this semester. i really don't deserve any of this. at all.
tonight kind of made me hate people. creepy guys and vomity bus seats and half-naked groaning drunk girls in the shower get a big thumbs down
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listening to ben kweller/garden state and staring at my picture wall is a very efficient way of wasting time.
it's funny how my mind is capable of warping people and idolizing them and making me think that my version is real. every time i talk to you i can't help but laugh. it's so ridiculous.