I'm exhausted. I spent the night crying my eyes out. I have never ever ever cried so hard in my life. I couldn't breathe I couldn't see and eventually it made me feel sick ( Read more... )

( I am the Moon )

I dont know what to do ( Read more... )

Well im back, and i would say 'it's good to be back' but it isn't. I still feel exactly the same and so the doctor's diagnosis of 'i dont know whats wrong with you' is getting a little concerning. I have had this headache for a week and 3 days now, surely theres something more a doctor can say than 'take a couple of days off and keep taking pills ( Read more... )

Half an hour of sitting trot!!! *nods* yush... its true and although im not in pain at this very moment I fear the worst :p Oh but God it was good! Any other horse and i wouldnt really have liked it cuz im not a fan of sitting trot on bouncy trotters! But i had teh Roooooooonster or should i say the RoonSTAR! I love him to bits, i really do. And ( Read more... )

Today, I have decided I do not care. If people wish to shrug off my problems to save their own then fine, i dont care. I dont care about your problems today (I am only talking to one in particular and it is no-one on LJ). I dont care that my feeling down makes you want to ignore me, i dont care that you can't deal with it and i certainly am not ( Read more... )

Well tonight was interesting in the end. I left my phone in my bag when i got home and for some weirdass reason i decided that i wasnt in the mood for texts and crap and so i didnt look at my phone til about 10.30. Of course, this meant that i had a number of texts asking if i was alright etc. etc. and then a particularly off text about 'oh this ( Read more... )

Let's just say that i had a fun fun time in the end last night. I had a bath and well... i spent an hour and a half in the bathroom *winks* blimey. No im serious, the title of this update applies completely and it seems im only just learning what it actually takes to get it absolutely perfect. It's crazy. And after all this time i never thought ( Read more... )

God this school is so fucking messed up its untrue. In a LUNCH lesson you can eat food such as chocolate, crisps, yoghurt, sandwiches (that, bloody hell, make crumbs), hell even tiramisu! but you cant drink apple juice ..... ¬¬ anyone else other than me and katie who find that a bit stupid? especially as you would expect 17/18 yr olds to be able to ( Read more... )

Tommy was absolutely great. I had to ride him last night and he was the biggest horse there >< but he was so so so so good and despite his bumpy trot he had a lovely lovely canter and i actually did a lot better. Plus, im not in pain today which is cool ( Read more... )