Ugh, seriously LiveJournal? Stop blocking Tor exits.

One last followup: I am attracted to women. I'm not gay or even bisexual.

(Women, generally, aren't attracted to me which is disheartening.)

This is more of a stream-of-consciousness type blog, so things may appear to be out of order, repeated or whatever. That's okay since this is mostly to help me organize my thoughts ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder why I even try. The world is simply too evil, too hypocritical a place. If I had booze, tonight would be a night I drink myself to a stupor.

Sick of being alone.

Sick of being in pain.

Sick of being asked to give up more and more for others, but no one has ever given up anything for me.

I just want it to end.

Before proceeding, I need to underscore one simple fact: I intend to remain anonymous ( Read more... )

Today is off to a decent enough start. I managed to get up without hitting the snooze button at all.

It will be interesting to see exactly what triggers my slide into depression today.

It is time for me to acknowledge the fact that there are two sides of me ( Read more... )