alt of things have happened since my last post. I joined the navy. I moved a thousand miles away from home. Im pretty sure I became an alchoholic. and now im sitting on a patio posting on a journal with my cell phone. O, and I forgot, I was put on a submarine that drove me crazy to the point where I tried to kill myself by filleting my arm with a ( Read more... )

I've been tryin to quit smokin for the past couple weeks. And and I found out quick why I started in the first place. I just wanna go get in a really bad bar fight. Or go to muvico on a friday night and yell SHUT THE FUCK UP! at the one guy who wont. Its gonna end with me bitting sombody ( Read more... )

In the first passage of the book he states that this is merely a recolection of his personal thoughts and feelings. And thats a good thing because about 60% of the book is his opinion on things like "Isness". Or "being in the now". I understand he is trying to give an abstract opinion of reality, but his opinion on things like that are kind of ... ( Read more... )

I've been kickin so much ass and takin so many names that I forgot all about the internet. I gotta find my goddamn friends. Where the hell have you been people? And if you've got mopeds yet we have to form a gang.

Got a job at a factory called under armour 5 blocks away from my house. Got fired from that job for lateness. (the only job I've ever been fired from) Less then a weak later I get a job at a burger king managing. Which reminds me how much I hate todd for some reason. Start on Tuesday. Well I'm pretty happy, and very drunk. So live well nigga.

Still dont have a job. Its wierd being unemployed. I havent been this long without a job since when I quit papa johns. Looking for somthing that pays decent and has a night shift might be futile ( Read more... )

Now that I'm unemployed my insomnia is out of control. Yesterday I went to sleep at 8PM and woke up at Midnight. Its nice to have the awake time during the day though. And I'm enjoying watching the sunrise lately.

I bought my dog a badass choker chain but he sliped it and left it somwhere. Gotta get a new one.

Got arrested 2 nights ago. I was pulled over for a broken turn signal, but was arrested when the offecer discovered that I had been driving illegally. I spent 30 minutes being photagraphed and answereing questions at the station, before being handcuffed and brought to the glen burnie district court. Where I spent 6 HOURS being arriened. Which was ( Read more... )

Me and Jeff have been bonding alot lately. And yes its as gay as it sounds. Since he quit drinkin except for on saturday nights he has been very depressed. So on some nights we smoke a bowl together and play what could be the greatest 80's arcade game ever. BAD LANDS. Which is an awsome way to bond. If any of you out there are planning on bonding, ( Read more... )

I was watchin C-span the other night. And I forget what they were talking about but it made my mind wander. What would be my vision of a perfect world ( Read more... )