...Heartbeat.

by: Me          for Sean, because I love you.

Beat.
The pulse of a heart in the dark
beat.
to thundering conclusion that which I need
beat.
to keep you honest or keep you aware
beat.
the feel of warm breath as you say to my lips
beat.
"everything happens for a reason."
beat.
blue doesn't even begin to describe
the wildfire pools that are your ( Read more... )

Quite the year/ past few months we have all been having, eh?

I just wanted to say hey to a few important people that have influenced my life:

Morgan: Words cannot express how amazing you have been throughout the years I have known you. You have been here for me whenever I needed you, no matter how big or small the issue. I love you my friend, and ( Read more... )

      Feeling Poetic. I can think of crimes more heinous, then again, I can think of crimes more docile as well.

An Immortal’s Love Lament

Who will mourn me,
oh, beloved one

when the crashing waves
rip the seaweed of your hair asunder

the foaming grey tide
will not seek to mar the perfection
that is your knowing brow
all starshine and ( Read more... )

"I'm so sick of the tension, sick of the hunger, sick of you acting like I owe you this. Find another place to feed your greed while I find a place to rest."

I mean it when I say I would rather be tortured physically to my death then suffer through emotional pain. To me, emotional pain is like self-induced pyschiatric agony. It hurts, and it ( Read more... )

Trans Siberian Orchestra was pretty amazing last night....the guitar solos were crazy!

It was a nice change to have something to take my mind off of things....

The 12 Signs You Are In Love

12. You read their texts messages over and over again...
>
>11. You feel like nothing can bring you down when they're holding your
>hand...
>
>10. You feel shy ( Read more... )

Eulogy For My Friend

by: Emma Frownfelter 12-3-05

What do you say about someone
who touched your life in such a way
that every breath was beautiful
and meaning filled every day

What do you say to the person
who knew you like none had before
who believed in magic and wonder
and made your life worth so much more

What do you do when it's over
a life that had ( Read more... )

       I remember that day I asked you if you believed in magic. Or maybe it was you who asked me. We both just sat there looking at each other for a time and we both said “yes.” You told me about a friend of yours who worked at Johnny’s with you and how the two of you had made a pact: That if an adventure ever chanced upon one of you, you ( Read more... )

"If you should ever be betrayed into any of these philanthropies, do not let your left hand know what your right hand does, for it is not worth knowing."  -Henry David Thoreau

Moving On.....

This is a beautiful poem that I have just read. If you like this and can actually be bothered to read ( Read more... )

I have recently come to the conclusion that I am in love with self loathing.

The more twisted threats and angry verbal beatings I partake of, the better. I virtually 'get off' on getting

myself down, so to speak. Because there is beauty in verbal abuse. It takes some eloquence and attention to detail

to really hit ( Read more... )

Wow, it has been a long time. I guess I am coming back from my 2nd annual extended livejournal vacation.....

not to mention the fact that I was finally able to discover the reason why I couldn't sign online...

I really hate computers, and that's about what it all boils down to in the end.

Still probably wont be on here too much, because I am ( Read more... )