here's the deal ( Read more... )

can i just say for the record:
in case someone didn't know already,
i am super shitty with words.

nacho is trotting around the house with my sock in his mouth. i guess it is an improvement ( Read more... )

i just got a call from rick. oh hey, good to hear from him. whatev. i didn't even pick up the phone. voicemail- you are my hero. apparently he has thought nothing of the fact that he has not called me in 3 weeks. "just calling to say hey, sorry i have been so busy. i just want to hear your voice, i miss you" he says. bullshit. i am not going to put ( Read more... )

this whole being a part of the normal world has got me confused ( Read more... )

yesterday was a wave of up and down. merry and i spent most of our shift at work so nautious we could barely concentrate. we were nervous. we have to tell vanessa that we are moving in july, not a year and a half and that she is not coming with us. how do you say that to your friend? well, in our case, we didn't, we chickened out. i got rocked in ( Read more... )

i hate that i have to work with james. i want him to drop off the face of the planet. i just am so shocked by how much of a pretentious self-absorbed asshole he is that i can't even stand to be near him. have you ever been so disgusted and irritated with a person you couldn't even function if they were around? this is what i get for getting him a ( Read more... )

tomorow is may day, or as it is known in san jose, "the protest." tomorow, many people will gather to protest the issues regarding undocumented workers. notice how i didn't say "many mexicans" or "many undocumented workers" or "people from other countries" ? there was a reason for that. because tomorow, all people from all different walks of life ( Read more... )

i started writing and entry yesterday about how i feel ike my roomate vanessa is walking all over me. but i wound up writing a ton and was late for work so i just deleted it. writing got out the anger, i didn't really need to post it. but then last night when i got home...oh man, she just keeps makeing it harder and harder for em to be patient with ( Read more... )

i got tired of the bullshit that rick was feeding me. i got tired of him telling me he wanted to marry me one day and then bailing out on me the next. he was a nice guy, but i just can't tolerate when i get the vibe that someone is not being up-front and honest with me. i felt he was feeding me all the lines, but would not follow through with his ( Read more... )