I hung out with my boyfriend today... lol.. my boyfriend yep thats right. lol... anyway after he left I developed a gaping lonliness not because HE wasn't there but because no one was... no one on the phone no one at my door and normally I wouldn't care but I feel so deppressed right now... I dunno what to do.

I havn't been writing in this everyday... I'm undetermined. And a dork.
Well, Brian ODed again. I'm driving myself thinking about that.... and Dan. pshhh I hate boys.

My brother got bit by a brown recluse spider.. and its the most venomous spider in the state of PA. The spiders venom burn a hole in my brothers leg..And now.. I'm freaked out.. Everytime I see a bug or feel anyhting on my I get freaked out.

Today, Nick from Utah.. asked me out on Myspace.. weird... So I called Shaun to see what I should do and he told me it was all a joke on Nick, but they forgot to tell me... But it was really funny I'm almost certain it got Dan a bit jealous. I was happy ( Read more... )

Well today was pretty beat.. I've got like the worst cramps ( Read more... )