my future will be shitty.
i see it clearly.
with my lazy personality, all i can look forward to is a shit job, shitty living habits and each day being as unhappy as can be.
why are some people just destined to be failures?
i have no motivation in life, nor to better myself, so the rest of my life will consist of sick days and getting fired.

i'm too young for anything and too old to
sit in a stroller and play with legos and not care about ANYTHING.

things are back to normal. he and i had a talk, not a "nana-crying, phil-defending" talk,
and i think i finally got it out of my head about the two.
they are just friends, like any couple that break up on good terms.
hopefully this isn't just a phase and I'm good for good.
ahhhhh sweet relief.

yesterday a librarian said i looked like lucy lu and i laughed in her face ( Read more... )

i slept from 6 to 5.
woooooo

didn't know the L train was working so I waited for the J train for fuc-king forever.
decided to go the fuck home because waiting and waiting and paying 10 dollars for a show probably wasn't my cup of tea
i've been sitting here eating random candies since i woke up

about to eat some steak and perogies.... the most fun i've had all day!

no point anymore. yup yup.

I also forgot to update...

I MADE THE VARSITY TENNIS TEAM

FYEEAAH BITCH

TRUE LOVE NEVER DIES.

i'm never happy anymore. i need to move.

i was watching (i know this is gay) Inked the other day and I realized I'm basically in the same situation as Monica and I need to fucking move.