HAPPY BIRTHDAY, BOYFRIEND, even though you never, ever read this.

my baby is 21 today. he is an old, old man. it is his choice to go to the neighborhood hole in the wall jimmy ryan's, at which i may commit suicide. i am forcing people to come by and hang out with me. :) and for future reference, PLEASE DO NOT MENTION GOING TO JIMMY RYAN'S ON ( Read more... )

this is the last time. next time, i am gone.

wednesday night i stole a yovi and drove out to ct to see ashley. we didn't do anything, really. just drove around. but it was nice to see ashley ( Read more... )

well, last week didn't go exactly as planned. julio's dog had to be put to sleep friday morning, it was very sad. anyone who knows me knows i am a big animal lover, especially dogs! rip jolie ( Read more... )

saturday julio broke a promise to me that we were going to the beach to instead go hang out with his friends [sound familiar?] so he promised me we'd hang out all this week! and he's actually stuck to it so far ( Read more... )

i need a job ( Read more... )

for the lack of anything better to do with my time, i am going to tell you why my day sucked ( Read more... )

happy birthday.

i am so fucking sad.

what am i still doing here?

i'm sick and tired. my head hurts. things make less sense than ever.